Un Real Reality

I sit in my little corner of reality

It is cold

dark

damp

cruel

heartless

There are dust bunnies that collect on the ceilings of time

sometimes people walk through

and I notice

they will stop and stare

like i am a freak

in a sideshow

the shadows close in around

it is dark

I hear voices tell me to quit

I tell them to shut up

My reality is sometimes beautiful

I see rainbow butterflies circling me

I reach out to touch

and I touch a cold wall instead

 it is dark again

I hear voices say I am ugly

and

evil

They tell me I can never change

Once

I died

I saw shadows come for me

They bled their darkness

on the ground

at my feet

I cried out

but it was no use

No one heard

as always

So I had to help myself

return

Now it is always dark

cold

cruel

heartless

But I try

To keep it all in

and never tell

another

soul

But sometimes

it explodes

in little pieces

all over my little corner of reality

Krizara July 2013

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